Some mornings the only therapy that works is the kind that gets glitter under your fingernails. Today was one of those mornings. The kettle was on, the porch was quiet, and the table was covered in scraps of paper the size of postage stamps.
I make tiny books. Not because anyone asked me to. Not because they sell. Because when the world gets loud and the inside of my chest gets louder, my hands need something small enough to hold and slow enough to finish.
There is something honest about glue. You can't rush it. You can't fake it. You put it down, you wait, you press, you wait again. The whole process is a quiet argument against the part of me that wants everything done now, the part that learned a long time ago that fast meant safe.
Glitter is the opposite of glue. Glitter is the celebration. Glitter says, yes, this little thing matters enough to sparkle. When I shake it over a fresh-glued cover and tap the excess off onto a folded piece of paper, I can feel my shoulders come down from my ears. That's the medicine. That's the whole prescription.
People ask sometimes what art has to do with peer support, with mental health, with surviving the long stretches between the big hard things. I tell them: it has everything to do with it. Making something — anything — is the body's way of saying I am still here, and I can still bring beauty into a room.That's not a small claim. On some days that's the whole claim.
These little books won't change the world. They might not even leave the studio. A few will become gifts. A few will sit on my shelf and remind me that on a Tuesday morning in June, when things were heavy, I sat down and made something sparkly anyway.
If you're in a hard stretch right now, this is your honey-badger nudge: find the smallest thing your hands can finish today. A folded card. A stitched edge. A jar of buttons sorted by color. Glue something. Glitter something. Let the making be the medicine. Let the finished little thing be the proof.
The kettle's still on. The porch is still quiet. There's glitter on the floor that I will absolutely not be vacuuming up today, and I'm okay with that.
Keep the porch lit, the chickens fed, and the art table stocked.
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